Nothing really bothers her

she just wants to love herself

Mark my words, oh, just a little more, Sara said,
and subtly subsistence is suicide.
Exercise and malnutrition
keep curves tight,
'cause all that matters is what's outside

I was embarrassed for wanting it, it was base, what did pretty matter?
I had thought that so many times with my mother.
A person didn't need to be beautiful, they just needed to be loved.
But I couldn't help wanting it. If that was the way I could be loved, to be beautiful, I'd take it.

Ps. Im never making public entrys again so forget this ever existed